“In your light I learn how to love. In your beauty, how to make poems. You dance inside my chest where no-one sees you, but sometimes I do, and that sight becomes this art.”

Rumi

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The Void

Emptiness is eating you

The Void in your chest is growing

and here you are, restless, looking for more

More love, move attention, more friends, more sex

More of anything you can get

More is less, and having more is pointless

You own a bakery

of delicious fresh pastry

handmade with love

meticulously prepared to suit your taste buds

But here you are,

knocking doors, begging for leftovers and crumbs

in the land of starving ghosts

Poverty is not the absence of more

Poverty is closing your inside door

Trading safety and warmth of your own house

For a sleep in the street on the cold floor

A charity blanket is never enough

It is a remedy, not The Cure

And you will always need more!

letter to a friend

Nothing left unsaid 

My words! I feel might deceive 

They say if you kiss a wound it will heal 

 But I can’t kiss your heart

 Instead! I will be here to remind you

That happiness and love is around you

If you choose to receive, 

I hope one day you realize your worth 

And see your life as a work of art

A white canvas, an imagined portrait 

Waiting to be conceived, 

If life comes between us 

I wish at least I was there for you

Whenever you needed a friend, 

Even thou your wounds 

I was not able to mend, 

And if my life comes to an end 

Know that! A prayer I held in my heart, 

To the darkness of your fears ! One day you will put an end!

unrequited love

A story of love

That was unrequited

A situation, where I felt rejected

I pretended I did not feel

But the pain was real, 

It sat in my heart

Ripping it apart

Shedding light on my deepest fears

An earth angel ! 

A blessing in disguise! helping me to heal

A rejection! Leading to life wisdom

Love is limitless! 

It Begins with self and flows to cover the universe

The healing path

The sorrow I feel is surreal

Lifetimes of wounds concealed

in the depth of my heart 

Hidden and sealed 

An open channel 

Secrets  revealed 

In my prayers , I kneel

I Surrender 

To all that is real

Vulnerable,  In my feels

An affectionate voice 

A mother embrace 

Earth said , in light and grace 

Child, It is okay to feel

To honor your up and downhills 

There is nothing 

Divinity can’t heal! 

freedom

What does it take to be free

From the reality Before Me

What would My life story be

If I was the author of my destiny

Writing an imaginary script

A journey to my own world of fantasy

What if I let go of being THE actor

A performer of a role in a play

A conformist , striped from the ability to BE

A perfectionist, with only one concern 

How to make the audience agree

On my acting abilities

What Would my life story be? 

Would I be free? 

Vulnerability

We all crave love

 care and attention

Yet we have to ask one question 

Are we really able to love

To be vulnerable and open 

To allow our beloved to really see

The depth of our feelings and emotions 

Or are we loving from a space of fear

Tiptoeing, confusing and unclear 

It is time we let go of illusions

Allowing love in 

risking to have our  hearts Broken

A Superpower

What is my superpower 

My magical gift, which I use to empower

A creative expression

Words of power 

Gentle as a blooming flower 

Yet they carry so much power 

Purifying , as a sunlight shower

Activating, they cause falling towers

I am magical , And I have a superpower 

Life Story

In life, we all struggle

We move through trouble

Between heart and mind ,

We learn how to juggle

Battle after battle

Weighed by Burdens, 

 Vulnerable and humble

A light sparked from within, 

A noise 

An unstoppable voice

The power of choice 

To claim a birth right 

To receive the joy of life and rejoice 

A love or Sin

As a child, I knew  I was love

An inner knowing of this beautiful essence 

An elevated feeling, a joyful presence

That does not know the why and how ? 

as I grew up, I got confused 

I saw people choosing fear

Running from love, something they can’t bear

If we are love

How much ourselves we fear ?

Even language made it clear

We say love is a fall and not a rise 

Is it a sin to see the divine in others?

To see their souls, beyond the masks

Or in this realm, just like me, love is misunderstood 

Love isn’t lust, nor lies

No agenda, or games of the mind

Love is patient,  merciful & kind 

Love endures , when it is true , it passes the test of times! 

UNTAmed Soul

The untamed soul

She was conditioned

To be a different version

A good girl, a doll !! 

silence was her strategy 

When they made her believe

That her voice was not cool!!

She was afraid of judgement 

Concerned how she will be received 

Lots of pressure! Confusion and deceit!

One random day , she woke up, 

She heard a call

A portal, an open door 

To her brave heart 

She finally realised her art

The untamed magic she was 

A brave warrior armed with love

I AM PResence

I learnt to count my blessings!

honor the gift of acceptance

I know ” I am presence”

I am here and now

My focus is less on what’s missing

Less worrying and stressing

No regret, or reminiscing

“I AM Presence” I know

For the blessing of awareness

I am in owe!

Longing for Home

I have been knocking many doors

reaching many houses

hoping to find a home

some souls welcomed me in

showed love & warmth

some fearful, unable to trust

peacked at me from distance

others had high cold walls

pitch dark, no light at all

my soul spoke

get out of this turmoil

retreat, go within and grieve

in the depth of my feeling

alone but I was healing

I finally made it to my heart’s portal

A warm green light, a door wide open

a loving host, impatiently waiting

with teary eyes! full of love and care

where have you been?I looked for you everywhere

forgive me, I declare

a blind being in despair

in a land of thirsty, begging for water

Not seeing, that in my heart, flows an abundant river

She is “The Sun”

Her smile brings life

Just like the sun

Shiny & bright

Spreads joy and light

Fills our heart with vitality

Gives us a taste of immortality

The Grace of pain

Although in pain, there is ease

This comfort, my mind can’t cease

My heart feels the warmth

It is no more willing to freeze

I reach out to my window

To welcome the summer breeze

True Love

Her Soul is Ancient

Traditional & Ambient

She believes in true love

Unconditional and vibrant

She has a remembrance

a resonance, a resemblance

From A Magical Realm

A space of vulnerability and trust

where Lovers were protected

& hearts handled with utmost grace.

Mirrors

Rumi once said

Who needs a mirror

If they have a friend,

and every time I look in my mirror

I see a reflection of you

Can’t get any clearer

This meeting of me and you

We trigger each other

To show our true colours

The beauty you see in me,

is You

The imperfections you see

is also You

Playing a game

A chaser and a runner

Look deeper, my friend

Beyond Ego and Anger

Look through your heart

You will see the truth

Of my meeting with you

The universe has a plan

To bring you to YOU.

A Cosmic Dancer

To the universe sound

I dance,

A cosmic dance of push and pull

I bend, break, rise and heal

To the milky way light I kneel,

I learnt to move, flow and be agile

I am not more rigid and fragile,

I stand tall and face the sky

Graceful, even when I cry

Shine your light

Your light is so bright

Don’t dim it or fight

The shadows it highlights,

Your heart is so pure

Forgiving and mature,

But darling, there is a fine line

Between a kind and a fool

Love is a balance of give and take,

Do not make the same mistake

Moving on is all it takes,

One day, you will realise

choosing you, is always wise

Self-worth is your best prize.

The Phoenix

Rising from the aches

Has become familiar

Only this time,

The view is peculiar

Panoramic, high and wholly

Left or right? I said, amazed

where should I go

Stay in the center, what do you see

No “thing”, everything is clear

That is you in a state of being,

Free from right and wrong

Not striving to belong

Connected yet detached.

A Moving Prayer

A brave warrior

Feeling exhaustion

Yet, with great devotion

Giving up is not an option,

A Sensitive poet

Overwhelmed with emotions

yet, with an open heart

Vulnerability, is the only option,

And there was a wise mystic

Flowing, as waves in the ocean

Teaching the poet and warrior

That in Balance

We can be both,

A prayer in motion.

Inner Truth

The fog is lifted

The sight is clear

No more

Trapped in fear,

The truth is out

it is so loud

Men can’t pretend

They don’t hear,

The words are the same

When true

Can shake the sphere

So much power and grace

My soul is high on its elixir.

I Remember

I remember when I was born

In the darkness of the womb

I saw light and heard voices

I pushed forward

So eager to meet the world

I feel cold, the room, the faces

A Unicorn,

A magical being

Newly born

In a dream world

Bodies moving with no soul

And magic beings are called fouls

A Miracle

She woke up with a spark

A spark of a new love

Curious and playful

A love of herself

She is finally free

From painful cycles

She knows her worth

She trusts in the unknown

A new faith that the divine

has a better plan

Bright and pure

Just her gentle heart

Pillow Thoughts

Pillow thoughts

My mind and me

Having a conversation,

A never ending maze

Filled with emotions

An intense confusion,

I prayed for help

Faith was proven

Now, time is frozen

The teacher is present

No more illusion

Both mind and heart

who acts very smart

Are now primary students,

In my soul wisdom school.

Love or Fear

In the circle of love and fear

I feel lost,

My heart is seeking to forgive

All the memories of pain and grieve,

In love, imbalance is balance child

Open your heart to feel emotions

Always choose love over fear

said my soul

In words of Love and Compassion

Justice

Why is life so unfair

Some people are in despair

Others have a flair

Kids are abused,

Power mis-used

Greed is the token

Hearts are broken

Truths unspoken

If we silence our Mind

if we bow our head to Earth

Surrender to our cosmic heart

The veil will lift

and the truth will shift

We may look different, but we are one

You are Me and I am YOU

We are an expression of duality

Actors playing in this reality

Guiding each other in obscurity

little we know,

That one hand can’t clap

and we need “ALL” to snap

Out of restriction to infinity.

Earth School

If I have to do one thing for love

I would unlearn everything I know

And Travel the world to find you

Get rid of all my past memories

With fresh eyes, look for my home within you,

I know you are there somewhere,

My heart can feel you

My soul knows yours from the stars,

somewhere way too far,

Where love has a different taste

it is beyond time and space

I know that love is kind and allowing

and we are both free spirits

Like wild birds in need of freedom and flying,

We are seekers in the kingdom of God

Student at Earth School,

Learning, healing and growing

willing to love and be loved

A story unconventional & divine

A true story! unconditional, not another to “fit in a frame”

My Journey to Love

In My journey to find love

I lost you,

Every time my heart was broken

I blamed you,

I have been betrayed, confused

And I prayed to you,

I asked for help, I seek comfort

I waited for you,

Sadly! you never came

And I lost trust in you,

I dwelled in anger, pain and fear

And projected it on you,

One day I woke up with a cleared mind

Back from hell, I surrendered to you,

You were here all the time, In my heart

But I could not see you,

You were closer to me than me

OH GOD, please forgive me,

What is the meaning of my life

Without you,

Your Grace, and your infinite love

What is the value of my journey

Without finding me in YOU.

Sun and Moon

I AM YOU

Looking at my reflection at the mirror today
something is different,
My eyes, my gaze is remarkably potent,
I felt as if Me was looking at me,
found my voice and asked,
WHO ARE YOU?
A Voice spoke I AM YOU
In your Wholeness and Grace
I am the parts of your soul that was misplaced,
finally coming back in peace,
for a painting is faded without colours
and a song is just words without melody
you are mind, body and soul dancing in Harmony,

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